Archive for June, 2006

the gripping hands of the past

Monday, June 5th, 2006
So why is it then i still can’t let that be? to let the dog bark and just walk on by like a deaf man? wouldn’t that be my fault then? isn’t that what i wanted?? so what’s the big deal now???

damn…….

i have a hole.. a gaping hole that refused to be filled with….

When past sometimes takes you with soft hands
Forceless it pulls you to your chair
Hides you away from these half days
Sunless, at the end of the year

The air is like a knife cutting through you
A room in the house is always warm
Stretched down on the bathroom floor thinking
Of fair days your future may hold

Love comes like surprise ice on the water
Love comes like surprise ice at dawn
Love comes at dawn

Deprived all the light of colours
The world ends at your window tree
Darkness creates these illusions
That pale days can teach you to see

Rain falls but no life is given
Weeks pass, no progress is made
Past sometimes takes you with soft hands
And all that surrounds you will fade

~ Surprice Ice               
Kings of Convenience
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I’d rather dance…

Sunday, June 4th, 2006

Been feeling like I have a lot to say lately and yet I don’t feel like saying anything at the same time..

à Best nerve soother next to Zoloft, Prosac, Wellbutrin and what have you.. :

Kings of Convenience…

Not crazy on popping pills hahahhahaa.. kidding lah..

Not too sure what’s disturbing me lately anyway.. maybe that’s it.. not knowing exactly where I’m going at this point. I hate this I-know-there’s-gotta-be-more-to-life-than-this feeling..

Tables.. table.. looking for a coffee table is like looking for a guy hahahaha.. going around looking for one to do my work on in my room made me see it that way. You either do up your room (read: Life) and then go looking for the perfect table OR you go around, find a table, put into your room and realize you need to rearrange the whole damn room just to fit the bloody table in hehee…. Go ahead keep on changing the damn table with a different one every cpl of weeks or so and you’ll find you have a room gone crazy coz you kept on rearranging it over different tables..

Ok ok let’s not get carried away… it’s just a coffe table for chimpsake!!

Then again a dear someone who’s pretty much pissed off and burnt from a recent relationship came up with THIS one:

Guys are like jewelleries, when they ain’t the real thing, and you happen to like that particular one at the moment you keep on wearing it till you’re bored. If it’s the real thing, you wear it for life coz you’ll never tire of it. Prob is the fake may fool you into thinking it’s the real stuff!!

Hahahhahahaaaa…

Sorry you guys out there.. didn’t mean to be so cruel (I know she didn’t).. in the heat of passionate anger la..

See? Feel better already…. Talking rubbish is always so therapeutic.. Ahh Monday blues…. Damn Monday blues..

That’s what you get spending the whole damn weekend with a hangover plus exhaustion plus gastric plus migraine (the last 3 items been a constant friend for the past 2 weeks or so)

I need to unwind a little.. relax a little.. get away from it all a little….

I NEED A

HOLIDAY

!!

To an isolated beach on an island would be nice…. Where there’s no phone connection would be great.

Maybe I just need exercise…. I need my yoga sessions!!!!!

Aniihhhwweeiiiiiiiiii.. got a bit of designing to do…

Better get on with it now hehehe…

"Being misunderstood by someone is vexation. Being misunderstood by everyone is tragedy."                                                

                                                                                                       ~Liu Shahe

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