jos! jos! jos!

my ditz of a sister’s gone back to philly *sob* the house’s going to be considerably quieter.. and boring…  though it does mean i get my own bed back all to myself again hehe.. we don’t get to see much of each other so when we do we still sleep in the same bed nearly every night… sometime more because we just heard a creepy story before bed time *lol* it’s so much fun having her around. we have a lot to laugh about, well half the time at her own ditzy behaviour hehee… well jenni’s not jenni if she’s not ditzy *grinz* so, now that she’s gone, it’s time for me to put my life in order. it’s not exactly in a mess, just that there’s so much uncertainty about what will happen next to me. there’s been some great changes. real abrupt ones too… though i must say the past year or so things have been directing this way like a snow ball rolling down a slope, try as i might to stop them, i just couldn’t. then again i always believe things always happen for the better even if i can’t see it at the moment. Quite greatful i’m back home for now, been awhile since i actually spend so much time among family. I realise now no matter how self sufficient i can get, i’m not the kind of person who can live alone. i need company.. i get miserable living on my own… i really hope i won’t get to do it much more anymore..

my room’s done!!YAY! finally.. now on to more important things. enough break already. a little afraid of things to come. then again who hasn’t got fear for the unknown and besides how boring would life be if you always know where you’re going?? just not the way i live my life so far hehe… but things (not just about me, in general..) have been looking pretty grim… there’s been a few devastating natural disasters to begin with.. and now in indonesia the economy’s going down and prospect isn’t good.. Rupiah’s sufferring, shortage of energy leading to enormous jump in oil prices and electricity cut every few days or so in some parts of indonesia… you can feel dark ominous stormclouds looming in the horizon, the vibe is not too good right now, i’m worried worse things might happen in the close future…. i can only pray it will be fine… i’m sure it will, it always does.. eventually

"The Lord guides us in the way we should go and protects those who please him. If they fall they will not stay down, because the Lord will help them up." — Psalm 37.23-24

That’s goodnews indeed.. :O)

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