jos! jos! jos!

Dreamt of Sadako yesterday night.. man ofall things… sadako!! you know, that horrid looking thing from ‘the ring’. towards the end of the dream, nightmare i mean, there was a rising screams, growing higher and louder and then i suddenly woke up! the stupidest bit of it is that i’ve never even watched ‘the ring’!! freaks me out too much. I hate horror movies Asian ones in particular. I don’t get why I should pay money to be scared to death and have a sleepless night after that hahaha i’m so chicken.. talking abt chicken, I ended up *in a hushed tone*… in my parents bed that night… lol.. oh well… hey! i couldn’t sleep after that flashes of twin sister (the korean freaky psycho movie i watched with mom recently.. why on earth did i do that??) and ju on (damn that ‘the grudge’ advert on tv, first thing it flashed was the freaky kid without warning after a stupid creal commercial) kept on running in my head.. freaked out to bits! hahahha how embarassing *blush*

*GRINZ* ain’t this a shameless reminder…

BUZZ WORD OF THE WEEK: HETOX
hetox – n. Taking a much-needed break from boys and the trouble and heartbreak they cause in one’s life.

that coming from cosmo… hahahhaa not that it’s got to do with anything just that yeah occasional hetox or SHEtox might be good in one’s life. be selfish for a moment, do your own thing… accomplish more and only for youself…

Filling up my days with trying to settle down, fix my room up (been away for 10 yrs now from home!) time for those kiddy furnitures to be thrown up *grinz* looking for a white cupboard!! really into clean black and white nowadays.. shall post up some pics when i’m done hee… Soon will settle down to start fixing up a folio and off I go to look for an internship somewhere *crossing fingers*…

Anyone know of an architecture firm in need of some intern help?? good 3D modelling, CAD, and photoshop skill *grinz* 

Reading Anita Desai’s Fasting, Feasting otherwise or spending my evenings on Desperate Housewives marathon with my mom… not too bad just gonna need something more substantial to do soon… not planning to slack any longer if i can help it.

Well… well…. on top of everything I’m turning a quarter of a century old soon! eewww… constant reminder of he fact that i’m still far FAR away from achieving my dreams but time’s running out on me! *ARGH* need to fix that up before hitting quarter life crisis full on… At least i’m turning to be my ownself again nowadays which is good… a little bit (quite abit actually) more spirited than the past year….

*winkz*

life IS a journey… with and end

*side glance at yk*

don’t you think? hehee… well… unless you successfully become an alchemist and find yourself the elixir, death is promised to us the moment each of us was borned and this is definitely a promise that will be kept. no?

*grinz*

adventure is a part of a journey :O)