jos! jos! jos!

ever feel like your life doesn’t really belong to you? that other ppl dictate the way you should live your life? can’t help feeling that way sometime….

i know…. i know…. that statement above would probably get me plenty of replies telling me i should live my life the way i want to and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise….

i wish it’s that simple. what if those ppl really matter to you? they’re really dear to you that you just can’t look the other way and ignore their wishes coz it’d hurt them more than anything? it’s hard. i know that they have my best interest at heart… they just want me to be happy….

it’s a bit of an irony when what they’re trying to do is for me to have a happy life but in the process of ‘guiding’ me to this they tear me apart….. *groan* it just makes me feel that my life never really truly belongs to me… not now, not ever…..

marvellous!!!

it’s worse than i thought……..

~marvin the chronically depressed robot